
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
some interesting photos taken this year.. 


one or two weeks later..
most properly i not going to see any of my classmates le ba..
cos examination would be over ...
no misery things bothering me..
i will not be so tired le ba? hope so...
so tired.....
then i can continue watch my xia yi zhan de xing fu, tao hua xiao mei
and the drama serials coming up...ya....
hope my life would be as happy as seeing this sunset...
so wonderful..
i dun think its possible anyway.there always things bothering me ..
i can't betray myself by mixing with ppl i feel uncomfortable with..
i also can't stop my friends to be with them.
i couldn't do anything..
dun ur care about my feelings anyway?
it only hurts me more when i saw ur being with them..
its ur decision ..i can't do anything..
i also cant stop ur..
maybe like 1 of my friend say ..
i am a bit selfish?am i?
i never force them to do e things i want
and i never go mix with e ppl i dun like..
should i go mix with them?
i only feel sad or should i said myself ke lian
when i friends choose to be with them when they knew how i felt..
e feeling was ...
wo cong lai mei you, zai ni hou mian shou ni huai hua..
wo cong lai jiu shi you hua zhi shou.
ru guo ni jue de wo shi xiao ren de hua
na wo mei hua shou..
yin wei nan zhi zhen miing , zhi si zi zhong ni cong lai duo bu liao jie wo,
hai shi ni gen ben jiu jie de wo shi zhe zhong ren...
shuan le..
zhen ye bu shi di yi ci ni shou zhen yang de hua , jiu xiang nan fen xin...
hai....
zhen sang xin.
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Saturday, 11 July 2009
busy busy busy..
haaa...
everyday stay back till so late
soOO tired..
this weedend busy packing all my things lolsss..
yah, hope everyone everything is fine ..yah..
haaaaa..
wish your have a good life ahead..
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Tuesday, 7 July 2009
sweetheart never come school today..
she spoke very fast on the phone
she was rushing to somewhere? haa..
during recess time
i was playing with
soul and
christina
we all went mad lolss..
haa..we were bullying one another and saying bad things about the other person
it was like a revenge but in a funni and interesting way..
so stupid..
make me round one round ..
chasing behind me..
if i know i tell u then u won't chase i will say de lols.
then christina won't dare to laugh at me..
so piase ..


thats what e boys did during self-study.
they make e whole class laughed out LOUD.
especially liyanna ..
she was laughing non-stop..
u always achieved what u wanted ..yah
using ur own methods.
i sometime find its hard for me to accept what u did.
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Monday, 6 July 2009
went k-box with
councilor-friend i enjoyed singing it really released my stress ..yah
haa
i went crazZy ..yah..haaa
i shall go there again..
we so stupid we walked up the stairs to k-box instead
so terrified..
it was in a total silent when we walked up the stairs
we could only heard our footsteps
we were both shocked by the banging sound produced by the door
so loud..
after singing, we to shop around
and came back to yishun
i went into mini toons i saw all this cute cute things..
so happy..so cute ..


went time-zone later, haa
u look at the photo taken below so funni
i saw it i was laughing lols..

went comic
i saw this bear...
before reached home received a called from my mother..
i was feeling terrible and scared at that moment
because i did something horrible
my mother very angry..
she called and said' still dare to go out huh?'
and hanged up the phone.
i was thinking if not emo-ing at home meh?
can't concentrate neither on studies nor homework.
i was mentally prepared before i went out
cos i know i did something really bad and i shouldn't hid things from her in the first place ..
so i wrote her a letter telling her all the things..
i don't if she received a call or she saw my letter relating to this..
i not intending to find out.
i had predict all the worst serial on the way back home.
i don't dared to face it but i know i should face it and get it settled as soon as posssible.
the first things i did was go straight home and bathed..
haa..dunno why so scared..
everytime did wrong things always wanted to hid .haa
my father asked me relating to that issue while i was going to bathed.
things never turned out to be that bad he just say only never scold .
my mother didn't scold me but
when i reached home she seated on the chair looking very serious!
so horrified. =(
it make me feeling more worst and i felt more guilty about it.
it was more worst than a punishment.
i just felt like crying..while watching tv..
dunno why i always couldn't tell lies
especially to my mother.
i was like a glass she can see through.
i still remember that time i came back from school
i received my report book
she saw me she never say anything ..
very very normal.
as if she knows everythng but she really know .
when i talked to her a few years later.
she told me this before 'it was pointless to hit you because i am responsible for my own result. i am the one who decide on my future'
haix...
still got one time i very curious
i used my phone
i played the phone by pressing pin number..
actually i never store any pin number
but i go press and press
they give warning the second time
then i go press again and thinking what will happened
after pressing the SIM CARD cannot use anymore
then i very scared
i cried..
then i tell my mother it was spoiled..
then my brother they all were wondering why does it spoiled?
BUT obvious i never tell them.. they can buy a new sim card..
i felt i very stupid always do silly things just because i can't control my hands well enough..and cried after it happens.
still got some problem haven't settled ..
hope i can settle it soon..yah..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!
HOPE ALL THE WISHES COME TRUE!
BE HAPPY ALWAYS
STAY CHEERFUL YAH..
HAA
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Sunday, 5 July 2009
AARRHHH
STRESSSSS
FRUSTRATEDD
EXHAUSTEDDDDD
I WANT TO SCREAM AND SHOUT IT OUT LOUD
I WANT GO BEACH AND K-BOX...
HAIX.... ~_~
OR GO timeZONE ?
going k-box tomorrow?
to release my stress? yah.
oh..no i did something silly
i dig a hole for me to jump? yah..
shit..die sooner /later?
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